tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-73100612011-09-26T12:12:36.280-04:00Revelations(n): The act of revealing or disclosing or Something revealed, especially a dramatic disclosure of something not previously known or realized. Revelations is my outlet for expressing ideas or thought-provoking knowledge i've acquired that I feel is worth sharing as entertainment or enlightenment. Enjoy! Moluv Mohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00381359485430151374noreply@blogger.comBlogger721100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7310061.post-1112973214811017012005-04-08T11:09:00.000-04:002005-04-08T11:13:34.813-04:00

Alright, so i've finally invested a little more into my side hustle in hopes of expanding and profitting a bit more.www.careeractions.com is my new website and should be functioning about a month or so. For now I have three questions for you.1) What comes to mind when you hear careeractions.com?2) What would you expect this website to do for you?3) What do you envision the site to look like? (

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http://www.hivtest.org/subindex.cfm?FuseAction=SpotlightSPREAD AWARENESS...BEWARE....WRAP IT UP or KEEP IT OUT....RESPECT...CHERISH LIFE...ENJOY SEX SAFELY...LIVE LONG...LIVE HEALTHY....check out the site and if you don't know find out....make a date out of it.

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"sand is over-rated"....the one line that stuck out from the movie...mind you it has nothing to do with the point.well i saw the movie last night for the first time...i know i'm way being on my movie viewing...you name it...i haven't seen it, especially if it came out after 2003.jim carrey should have been nominated for this roll.but you know what else...love is a guilty pleasure...can't live

Mohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00381359485430151374noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7310061.post-1111684534368861112005-03-24T12:14:00.000-05:002005-03-24T12:15:34.370-05:00

http://www.peacewomen.org/news/International/Index.htmllets get involved.

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It's been a while and i felt as if i needed to show my beloved blog some attention. It's interesting how people can become so reliant on something, need, want, yearn for it, and then when something else comes along, something more fullfilling, we desert it, abandon it, unaware and unconcerned with how it might feel. Might it need me, my blog? Does Moluv's Revelations yearn and desire to be used,

Mohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00381359485430151374noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7310061.post-1109953206175032662005-03-04T11:07:00.000-05:002005-03-04T11:20:06.176-05:00

For those of us with Monday thur Friday's it's party night! A lot of us also just got paid on the first so it's time to spend some money after we pay those bills.Just so you know i've been reading around and enjoy your blogs even if I don't post anything on mine. This blog life is addicting I tell ya.If you've been keeping up on my horoscope posts, you know i'm on a mission.One is to expand my

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yahoo.comDaily Extended Forecast for February 28, 2005Provided by Astrology.comAs per usual, you've got a definite plan in mind, and a definite goal. You'll be especially focused on making this idea become a reality, and you'll be convinced that it can actually happen, mostly because you've been working so hard to be upfront and honest about it. So when someone comes to you and asks if you're

Mohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00381359485430151374noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7310061.post-1109366848067970342005-02-25T16:22:00.000-05:002005-02-25T16:48:51.983-05:00

The New York Blood Center, an organization which is the main supplier of blood donates to hospitals throughout New York and New Jersey has a request NY. It's an opportunity to extend life and health to other New Yorks who are in need of a blood transfusion. Their blood inventory is extremely low.Eligible blood donors are between the ages of 17 to 75 and weigh a minimum of 110 pounds. Hence I

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Yesterday, via e-mail I experienced a written display of disrespect from a man who I've had little interaction with over the past year. And when I responded to his e-mail with "I love how a person who closes his message with the words Praise God can write such a detailed hateful message". He responded with some more disrespectful, rude, unnessary comments and issues concerning MY LIFE that DO NOT

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Yahoo.com Daily Overview for February 24, 2005Provided by Astrology.comDaily Extended ForecastQuickie:You may not see how things will improve right now. But they will. So relax.I'm trying. I'm really trying too. I swear. Wait, how do you do that again? I mean, what exactly does that mean? Relax? HOW?

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Sometimes it is actually fitting to the current circumstances, take a look and i'll explain.Yahoo.com Daily Extended Forecast for February 23, 2005Provided by Astrology.comYou've just about had it with whoever it is that's been relentlessly picking and poking at you. You're ready to let go and let them have it. Well, before you do, warn them. Tell them what they're up against. That might be all

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What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? another email.What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S

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"There's a growing perception that H.I.V. is a chronic and manageable disease, and so there's less fear of it," said Jay Laudato, executive director of the Callen-Lorde Community Health Center in Manhattan. "If anything, the case today should remind us how fearful we should be." -NYTIMES 2/12/05"How far the strain has spread is unknown, but investigators are actively trying to track down the

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Juicy gossip always boils down to the big question, "Did they do it?" It starts around high school when you see two hot and hormonal cuties and rumors begin, then in college you just know what's going to happen when two folks walk out the bar giggling and holding hands.Well believe it or not part of determining and dating ancestry stems from asking the same question. Not just did they do it, but

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I got this in an e-mail. Maybe we should cut them some slack ladies....Do you know how tough it is being a man...? If you put a woman on a pedestal and try to protect her from the rat race, you're a male chauvinist.If you stay home and do the housework, you're a pansy. If you work too hard there is never any time for her. If you don't work enough, you're a good-for-nothing bum.If she has a

Mohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00381359485430151374noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7310061.post-1108417743187906792005-02-14T16:23:00.000-05:002005-02-14T16:49:03.190-05:00

You know that saying, "keep your friends close and your enemies even closer"? Well, i'm glad i can say that i have close friends and others who are even closer and no one to stick in the enemy category other than Satan and his gang of evil. Well if i do have enemies it's in secret because i don't know of any. Anyhow, i have to smile today because i got a Happy Valentine's day message from someone

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HUGS AND KISSES go out to all those who won't be getting much of that this year! lol And for those of you who will, enjoy and cheerish it.As for me...well let me just say I had a great lunch today...so great i didnt want to come back to work...and if i wanted to...i could have a great dinner...and maybe even desert...lol.Crazy how things happen, if you could only see my face right now...i can't

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Cheers!The mornings past and so all we conquer now is the afternoon before freeing from the 9-5pm, 5 day work week. I hope folks have plans for the weekend.As for the "Am I Wrong?" post, thanks for helping me feel sane. I appreciate all the feedback and have definitely taken heed to the advice. As an update...I'M NOT GOING TO THE EVENT.I've decided it became such a big deal when it shouldnt have

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Folks i realize i have deviated from my personal mission to spread awareness about the issues going on outside my personal home, going on in our world today. So just take a quick galance back to June 2004 Archives...where it all began...and read up on things that are important to me...some current world issue and some written pieces. Enjoy!

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Okay, it's not the norm for me to get really personal on here but i'd like to get some feedback from folks other than those close to home who know the whole entire sag. So here's the long story short: Been separated for almost a year, but have to remain in contact because we share a beautiful son, pretty good at being friends, unless some "are you in involved convo" comes up. Here's the

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Mommy's Little Man! 

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Okay. So i got some belly fat that's left over from the pregnancy. It's been over a year and it's still here and visible. It's that double roll, love handle that bunches up when you sit down, especially if you have tight jeans on but if your standing straight and tall you wouldn't be able to tell it's there kinda belly fat. So i'm on a mission to make it disappear as much as possible. Now I know

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Can I tell you how this guy is trying to turn me into his "other chic", his "mistress", his "boo in the bronx"? But I will tell you that as much as I enjoy the attention (i know i should have cut the dude off right away) I refuse to fall for his game. I just can't get over it. From what it looks like he has a pretty good relationship going with his girl and claims he would die if she ever found

Mohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00381359485430151374noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7310061.post-1106773622229252122005-01-26T15:56:00.000-05:002005-01-26T16:07:02.230-05:00

1) The Five People You Meet in Heaven by Mitch AlbomQuick read that offers a perspective to a question we all ask...what happens to me after I die?2) Tuesdays with Morrie also by Mitch AlbomMust be my all time favorite book right...A very touching and personal account of the little theories of life from a dying sociologist's who firmly believes if we lived life according to these anecdotes life

Mohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00381359485430151374noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7310061.post-1106772984232190002005-01-26T15:47:00.000-05:002005-01-26T15:56:24.233-05:00

Okay so im not a big cat fan but i've been craving for a pet and just havent gotten one out of fear that my one year old son might try to eat or murder it or visa versa. But i'm thinking now, cats like to hide out and sleep which might be a good thing to have around my son because if it does come out of hibernation it will be able to escape my son's wrath if his little toddler fingers and drool

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Lost and searching but every so often im found Lost and searching but every so often im found Found within me Found within the seas The breezes The life that eternally lives within me Found within the smiles Found within the warmth Found in rebirth The memories of childhood The longing to live I’m found in life I’m found so far away from me sometimes I get lost again in me looking again and again

Mohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00381359485430151374noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7310061.post-1105047756115229322005-01-06T16:35:00.000-05:002005-01-06T16:47:29.710-05:00

Happy New Years! Hope everyone brought in the new year safe and healthy.To celebrate 2005 i've decided to list 5 things i'm grateful for from 2004 and 5 things i expect from 2005. Enjoy!5 good things in 20041. I gave birth to a healthy beautiful baby boy2. I got my first "real" job three weeks later3. I got my own apartment4. I started my own business5. I'm alive and healthy5 things for 20051. A

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Truth is we know very little at all. We learn a lot through experiences, hardships, laughter, love, listening, and those times when we spew our emotions randomly and uncontrollably without thinking of the consequences. Life as we know it is raw. One day everything can be peachy perfect and the next day a catastrophic apocalypse. We can live innocently and naively happy until one day we get

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LADIES PAY ATTENTION: "The number of women living with HIV is on the rise in every region. Today the face of AIDS is increasingly young and female," said Peter Piot, head of UNAIDS. Okay, so i'm going to promote the ABC approach which is abstinence, be faithful, and use condoms...and this is applicable to both men and women. They have female condoms, if he won't wear one, then you should. And if

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So if you click above you'll find a postive website created for women. Regardless of how confident some may be, I am certain we all struggle at times or with a particle issue we are unhappy about that affects our self esteem. Well, while doing some research for work I came across this website which offers a self-esteem test and will offer some postive feedback. It was pretty interesting, and I

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HA HA! I laugh at the shopping craze this year. Why? Well, one, because my Christmas shopping is DONE. Mind you, I did my shopping right at my desk while I worked. The wonders of technology. I shopped online and got free shipping! Amazon.com and babycenter.com were too of my favorite sites to shop for children gifts. Lastly, I manage to purchase 8 children gifts for under $100. My pockets were so

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My son is WALKING...AHHHH.....time to house proof. So his first real steps were on my birthday. I came home from work, kneeled down on the floor and watch him take about 9 steps into my hug. Now he's a pro! I can't get over this, he just gets up and walks away from me and into another room. I remember when I use to lay him on the center of the bed and know that if i left the room, when i returned

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SEPARATION ANXIETY. Oh My! Mommy can't even look the other way, let alone walk out the room. 101% of my time, energy, smiles, and physical self is to be focused entirely on my son, according to him. If not this happy adventerous smiling 10 month old turns into a screeching, screaming, shaking, tense, little red face, tearful baby boy. Oh my, oh my...what am I to do? Ignore it and pray he stops..

Mohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00381359485430151374noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7310061.post-1100534697568252842004-11-15T10:49:00.000-05:002004-11-15T11:04:57.570-05:00

So two weeks after the elections, the sun continues to rise, the 4 train continues to have delays, and American Soliders continue to die in Iraq. Life goes on. So i've decided to write a top five list of the lastest things in my life. 1) I pay rent now...and a con edison bill. 2) My son is learning to walk....what I call the "drunk man wobble". 3) I've got an interview for NYC Teaching Fellows..

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Vote Tuesday. It's Easy. Tomorrow is November 2, Election Day. The day you get out and vote.Voting is easy—here’s what you need to know before you head to the polls. Bring an ID. Not sure what you need? Click here.Vote in the morning, lines are shorter. Bring 5 friends to keep you company. Have no fear -- the machines are easy. Forget your polling place? No problem, find it here:

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Mo's 23rd Birthday! 

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Are you desperately searching for that dream job? Are you trying to land that one job that will give you an opportunity to use your degree or gain some experience as a recent grad? Are you just trying to get a steady pay check that will pay the bills? Well, let me be of some assistance. I have the key to obtaining that job sooner than you think. For a one time payment of $25.00, accepted in cash

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Do you remember your first time? The anxiety or excitement that ran through your body. The feeling of independence as you made a life changing decision and embarked on a journey that might change you forever. Some might have even experienced a thrill of power....as they entered the booth, pulled the curtain, and for about what lasted only seconds...secretly placed his or her vote. Well I have

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My Little Monster! Ain't nothing like waking up or coming home to this smile...

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So i fall asleep in the middle of the game, Red Sox are winning and i'm thinking yeah, whatever, the Yankees are invisible they'll make a come back and i'll hear about it in the morning. Suddenly I awake to honking and cheering from the streets. I could tell there was a mixed sense of energy coming from outside because some of the commotion did not sound cheerful. I turn the news on to discover

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I'm on my 45 minute train ride to Wall Street this morning and I catch my train of thoughts go from "Nice shoes, he smells, why is she talking to loud, your ugly, i want to sit down, shit, i forgot my book, oh those are some great boots to "Lalalala, Lalalala, Elmo's world!" Not to mention I caught myself happily singing that twice. Oftens times when we take a thinking break we'll get a mental

Mohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00381359485430151374noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7310061.post-1095971894648771552004-09-23T16:21:00.000-04:002004-09-23T16:38:14.650-04:00

Brave young teens learn from their mistakes and decide to share them with the world and educate others. HIV Infected teens share their story. See link below. http://desires.com/1.4/Sex/Docs/aids.html

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Today's youth involuntarily took on a new roll and occupation that ironically cost them big bucks, instead of getting paid for their effortless work. Fall high school fashion this year is colorfully loud, obvious, and somewhat annoying. I'm talking about the clothing that turns a teen into a walking advertisement. A typical outfit for the males is the varsity Rocawear jacket, Akedemics shirt,

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http://usinfo.state.gov/usa/blackhis/pwtalk03.htm Very interesting. A discussion on the "urban" books, by black authors and it's market. How fast they sell and why....check it out.

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Baby Ej and Mo 

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I'M ADDICTED. I Arrive at work, sit at my desk, eat my bagel and drink my tea, check for messages, and then I BLOG. It began as something to pass the time, then it turned into a NEED. Reading other folks blogs sooths the nosey body in me. It's like listening to a conversation on the bus. You pretend to stare out the window, but you are really focused on paying attention to those two seated behind

Mohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00381359485430151374noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7310061.post-1095103543214841612004-09-13T15:15:00.000-04:002004-09-16T11:27:56.046-04:00

Again, here is another shameless plug for a novel that isn't even complete yet. I've decided to give a sneak peek. Here are bits and pieces of my lastest project and creation, check it out, and definitely let me know what you think. Chapter one: the decision "NO HE DIDN'T! No-He-Fucking-Didn't" Alyssa muttered through her clinched teeth. Redialing his number she thought to herself, this is the

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victim of love unfortunate soul, young heart gone old. It's cold in here from where i sit Alone. Alone and afraid because alone is always safe. Alone in my special little place Where i don't have to look into your face. My love and emotions misplaced somewhere outside my heart- unreachable- un-hurt-able beyond your grasp. safely placed to aviod hurt. It holds back, from the very impulses, urges

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I forgot to mention in the "update" post that i'm attempting to write a fiction book. The motivation and inspiration was brought upon by a friend who recently sent me the website which showcases his first novel. I immediately ordered the book, read it, enjoyed it, and set off to create my own novel. I'm excited with what i've come up with so far and although it's still in it's early stages i'd

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Remember these five simple rules to be happy: 1. Free your heart from hatred - Forgive. 2. Free your mind from worries - Most never happen. 3. Live simply and appreciate what you already possess. 4. Give more. 5. Expect less.

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Well, i've been prettying busy making moves and even though i've thought about my blog, i havent really come across anything interesting to add. But since it's been a while i'll just entertain you with an update on myself and the world around me. My best friend just had a baby girl...she's absolutely adorable. I got to see her seconds after she was brought into this wild world. The first

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soft sensual whispers speak out I want you as I reach across and graze his hands with my fingertips the slight curve of my lips and welcoming eyes invites an expected kiss as I move in close enough to feel his heartbeatmy traveling hands move up across his arms and around his broad shouldersas I look into his eyes and embark in a momentarily fantasy of what we could be doing if it weren't for the

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He gave me purpose when nothing else is attainable i know one thing remains and that is my devotion to him he gave me reason intention and love and i understand through him all things are possible as long as i keep him first trust in him and believe. i will never stand alone i will never walk in darkness i will never fear. he gave me purpose and for that alone im grateful. im here to spread his

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GREATEST GAME OF ALL TIME! http://www.sean.co.uk/a/arcade/play_pacman.shtm

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Tired of being told what to do? Well when many of us become of legal age, we declare our new found independence in which we are free to eat, sleep, live, how we please. In other words, no more abiding by the curfew mom set. You are now legitimately legal by law and able to purchase cigarettes and lottery tickets, enter some nightclubs, and go to war. So now that you can do things your way,

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This was an email i got today and as unbias as i would love to remain I definitely felt the need to share. Saddam was a good guy when Reagan armed him, a bad  guy when Bush's  daddy made war on him,  a good guy when Cheney did  business with him and a  bad guy when Bush needed a "we can't find Bin Laden"  diversion. Trade with Cuba is wrong because the country is  communist, but trade  with

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 Well I've completed my book of the week and I'm definitely hooked on one of themes that carry throughout the novel...Coincidences are no coincidence. About a week ago I noticed that within a three day period I engaged in very in depth, philosophical conversations about spirituality, religion, and the churches, with several people. At the time it occurred to me as merely a coincidence, until one

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EDUCATE YOURSELF: ABOVE IS A LINK TO AIDS STATISTICS by age, race, sex cases. No matter which way we look we are bound to come across a message, either by the media who inundates us with advertisements, a person's fashion statement, political campaigns, protesters, homeless beggars, and people who publicly preach the word of their God. Many times fashion advertisements will convince us to be

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I'm currently reading The Celestine Prophecy by James Redfield. Although the book is about the search and prophetic lessons of a book known as "the manuscript", you also get some thoughts on relationships. I want to share a concept i agree with, on page five of the book it states, "And when it comes to relationships, we're so demanding that we're making them near impossible".  So i started

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"In the United States alone, as many as 950,000 people may be infected with HIV, one-quarter of whom are unaware of their infection, and there are an estimated 40,000 new HIV/AIDS cases every year."   With all the information and knowledge, we, in America, have about the deadly disease, somehow we still manage to become infected. We are letting a virus defeat us! As advanced a society we are

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Dark skies above are frowning they keep the sun from shinning...smiling cool concrete, wind-blown leaves about my feet i feel the breeze and sense defeat i try not to but my happy day turns quiet, dark, and I sadden it's one of those days i can't compete. the weather overbearing an emotional tie i feel how it looks... as the rain drops from my face.

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He gave me a light, so illustrious and luminous, that my path never will go dark again. January 9th 2004 Purpose became realized. Anxiety and Anticipation Calmed. Love revived and life born. 3:04 am Ernesto Jari Marks arrived prepared to live, breath, see, and embrace life. the life I gave him. Never before had i understood so clearly my purpose. Never before had i been so prepared to take

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I got this in an email and thought it would be a great way to start the morning off. Thought for the Day: If God had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it. If He had a wallet, your photo would be in it. He sends you flowers every spring. He sends you a sunrise every morning. Face it, He is crazy about you! God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain,

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Motionless commotion time stops amist chaos freezing emotions and passionate preaching pulsating veins, rushing blood, and tongues in mid verse with facial expressions, stop before completing meaning art of life... soul-fully soul-less and searching for meaning, understanding, some clarity, as to what exactly it is that is, our purpose here. most surround themselves with beliefs, symbols, and

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I don't remember where I found this, I just know that I was so moved by it I scribbling it in one of my journals. It was written by a Lithuanian Poet, Czeslaw Milosz. "Human Reason is beautiful and invincible, no bars, no barbed wire, no pulping of books, no sentence of banishment can prevail against it. It puts what should be above things as they are. It does not know Jew from Greek nor slave

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Her tippy toes whisper her movement across the ground as she silently dances to the chaos playing in her mind. She rides her train of thought, taking her from step to step and back around again. She twirls amid the darkest of thoughts and greatest of fears, afraid that if her thoughts are revealed, she'll be objected to worse than what she already knows. So she continues to make her escape across

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20,000 more souls recruited will enlist to fight a cause, protect the nation, travel, become employed, and face death. 20,000 more will give up civilian life for dog tags, a uniform, and the command to fight and win! 20,000 more bodies will alleviate the stressed caused to our military. 20,000 more will replenish the man power of those fallen, in the name of our red, white, and blue freedom. WAR.

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Uninspired is a writer's greatest tragedy a moment when life comes to a halt and words do not suffice with a pen in hand and a clean sheet waiting Inspiration ceases and emotions become misplaced because at this very moment not a single word in the English dictionary cam clearly define or articulate into phrases what thoughts cross the mind that the writer's heart wishes to express and

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There are always two sides to a story but is either side fair? The process of student admission at higher education institutions constantly battles with issues I sometimes wish were irrelevant when it comes to admitting students into a chosen institution. Arguments of race and social class emerge from all sides of the spectrum. Although affirmative action has survived all these years, diversity

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Morning, "Did you know that the worldwide food shortage that threatens up to five hundred million children could be alleviated at the cost of only one day, only ONE day, of modern warfare." -Peter Ustinov, actor, writer and director (1921-2004) Ever feel like doing a good deed or volunteering for a worthy cause but may not have the time? Well for those of you who shop online, you can have a

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Well it makes sense doesn't it? If two people are committed and monogamous and never have sex with anyone else but their partner then it greatly reduces their risk of becoming infected by STD's or HIV. The linked article in June 13ths The New York Times Magazine titled "The Fidelity Fix", discusses the efforts to reduce the transmission of the AIDS virus. Besides the obvious measures such as

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Well i'm actually new to this, although i am familar with these sort of sites and love to write i've never before considered becoming a member until now. I spend plenty of hours in front of a computer while at work and come across some very interesting or informational pieces i often feel like commenting on or sharing because it maybe beneficial to others. I will also be including some poetry. I

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