my Horoscope

Sometimes it is actually fitting to the current circumstances, take a look and i'll explain.

Yahoo.com Daily Extended Forecast for February 23, 2005
Provided by Astrology.com
You've just about had it with whoever it is that's been relentlessly picking and poking at you. You're ready to let go and let them have it. Well, before you do, warn them. Tell them what they're up against. That might be all it takes. And wouldn't that be better than leaving them verbally decimated? Well, wouldn't it? What do you mean, you have to think about it?

Do you know my anger, what I normally call the fire inside my chest prevented me from having a peaceful, normal day? Now my anger has definitely been a challenge because often times I too become a victim to it and allow it to consume me. So not only does someone else or something else feel my wrath but I still feel like crap after venting. Although today, what I learned I had to keep to myself and even if I was at free will to reveal and "verbally decimate" the person, I know it would be in my best interest I aviod the situation. Hence, "the fire in my chest" burned and burned and is slowly dying as other events take place.

And then, I come across this horoscope. Fitting. Of course I won't listen and give a warning, when I'm ready I will unleash the fury to it's highest potential. I'm hoping for his sake that more time has passed when it finally comes crashing his way because he won't crash as hard.

But "verbally decimating sounds ideal right now!

On another note I have not been accepted into the nyc teaching fellows program. quick cry and now i'm over it. The Lord must have another path for me.

and now i think i've been possessed by a poem.

i'm listening

open ears awaiting

wondering

wishing

attempting to understand

i'm listening

watching and wondering

what's next

for me in this life

there must be another path

the one I can't see

but willfully will follow

cause I know im destined

for something beyond this world

better

and until then

i'll walk

listen and follow

until im there.